take me far away from here.
even for an hour or so, it would be nice to be somewhere else for awhile.
this is cheesy, but there's this quote from Fight Club which is completely brilliant:
"If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?"
i think you could.
but for now, i'm in an odd mood.
it's like nothing is going wrong, but nothing it going right.
i have nothing to lose and nothing to gain;
things are basically at a stalemate and i don't know what my reaction should be to that.
it's an issue from within, it's not something that can talked about.
it's something that is what it is, it's nothing more or less.
sometimes you get so fed up of being who you are, you just need to take a break.
but that's not possible, really. unless you plan on being schizophrenic (i'll pass - thanks for the offer).
i wouldn't want to be me right now.
We'll switch Zeina. I'm sure you'd like to have David and my parents for a while. But I'm not sure I could live with a dog.. or a cat. But I am willing to sacrifice :)
ReplyDeletethanks joe <3 i miss you btw, i have not seen you all holiday
ReplyDeletedear zeina. i am not AT ALL surprised that you need a break from yourself . also your state of mind , the fact that you're bored or at a 'stalemate' to put it dramatically is not 'something that cant be talked about'. things like concentration camps are tkhings that cant be talked about. so ummm maybe you shud think about that before you try make your life seem so fucking dramatic. hokay byee
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